I stood in the shower this morning and cried.
I don’t know Diana.
I don’t have to.
What I do know is, she is the mother of two year old, Bella, she was pregnant with twins and today is suffering a pain so great and deep that it will follow her the rest of the days of her life.
If you don’t know Diana’s story, she lost her twin boys this week at 19 weeks and 4 days. You can read all about her incredible journey to this day here.
Life is so very precious.
Here I am trying to conceive another child, but even if I’m lucky enough to get the chance, I am cruelly reminded that anything can go wrong at any time and that life can be terribly unfair.
I am reminded that creating life is a fragile endeavor and should never be taken lightly or for granted.
These are the lessons we can all learn from Diana.
I stood in the shower this morning and cried.
I cried for what is, what isn’t and for the monumental task Diana faces to try to heal her broken heart and find some peace again.
I thank God that she has her precious Bella.
I’ll be hugging Lucas a little longer and a lot tighter today.
This post is dedicated to Julian Toby and Preston William.
Denise says
I am so sad for them. So much pain.
Tonya says
I cannot even imagine and that’s why I HAD to write this.
Julia says
I read Diane’s story today and cried. I am so sad for them.
Tonya says
It’s completely heart breaking.
Jen @ Martymom's Musings says
It hits so deep. For so many. So sad. I know this sadness 3 times over.
So sweet of you to share her story.
Jen
Tonya says
I HAD to write to this. I’m sorry for your losses too. I know the heartbreak of miscarriage, but never this far along.
molly says
I have cried so many tears for my friend. This world can be so cruel 🙁
Tonya says
I know! Why do bad things happen to good people?
Robin | Farewell Stranger says
So unbelievably sad. I admire her perspective and hope it helps her through.
Tonya says
Diana is one of the strongest women I know and I have never even met her.
Life As Wife says
Oh Tonya! I cried too! After my tears were gone though I was angry! I’m still angry!! I hate that stuff like this happens!
You’re amazing for supporting Diana!
Tonya says
I’m angry too! Why did this happen?! I was feeling too much NOT to write about it.
Galit Breen says
Lovely tribute, you.
(Heart breaking)
Tonya says
Thank you. It was something I HAD to do. Bless Diana and those tiny babies.
Katie says
my heart physically hurts each time I think about Diana and her family’s experience.
Tonya says
Yes, it was the physical response that made me HAVE to write this. So sad.
tayarra says
I’ve been reading along, praying, hoping. My heart breaks for her. Just… just so many emotions.
Tonya says
It’s just so unfair. I think about Diana and her loss every day.
Alison@Mama Wants This says
My heart broke for Diana. Beautiful tribute, Tonya.
Tonya says
Thank you, Alison. Diana’s story effected me in such a way that I HAD to write this. So sad.
angela says
It hurts my heart to think about what she and her family are going through right now. Much love to them, always.
Tonya says
It hurts my head too. Such a heartbreaking outcome.
Jessica says
I have cried for her too. Her life will never ever be the same again.
Tonya says
And knowing that you know this pain first hand breaks my heart even more. xoxo Do you know Diana? Have you reached out to her in any way?
Julia says
It is a heartbreaking story. Lovely of you to make tribute to her here.
Tonya says
Thank you, it is the very LEAST I can do.
Galit Breen says
This is such a stunning, heartfelt tribute, to such an awful, heartbreaking story.
(So, so many tears.)
Tonya says
SO many tears.
Jessica says
It was heartbreaking to hear what happened to Diana and to know that women go through this all the time. I wish that there was something we could do to stop this pain.
Tonya says
I wish there was too. So sad and unfair. It makes me angry.
Sherri says
Even now, this story just makes me so very sad…and Diana seems so incredibly strong.
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